This first poem is one that I have really come to love. In March of 2012, as we traveled together for the very solemn occasion of visiting my 42-year-old uncle for the very last time before his passing just days later, my aunt was reading the book entitled Green Leaf in Drought by Isobel Kuhn. She ran across this poem and asked the rest of us to analyze it with her to see if we could discover its meaning. As we read and re-read this bit of verse, it became clear that it was special. I won't muddy the waters by giving you my interpretation of it, but instead I will share it here with you.
Child of My love, lean hard,
And let Me feel the pressure of thy care,
I know thy burden, child; I shaped it,
Poised in Mine own hand, made no proportion
In its weight to thine unaided strength;
For even as I laid it on I said,
“I shall be near, and while she leans on Me,
this burden shall be Mine, not hers;
so shall I keep My child within the circling arms,
of Mine own love.” Here lay it down, nor fear
to impose it on a shoulder which upholds
The government of worlds. Yet closer come,
Thou are not near enough; I would embrace thy care,
So I might feel My child reposing on My breast.
Thou lovest me? I know it. Doubt not, then,
But, loving Me, lean hard.
Selected, From the book Green Leaf in Drought by Isobel Kuhn
My heart is so heavy today.
The causes or reasons
I choose not to explain.
We each have a mountain to climb...
You...and me...
They may be different
But both are mountains just the same.
It takes more strength than I have on my own
To even face that mountain...
Let alone climb it.
I do not want the mountain.
I hate the mountain.
But...
I love the God Who made that mountain
And gave it to me.
He made it...
Not with my abilities or strengths in mind
But with His own
glorious love,
tender care,
and powerful, burden-bearing
everlasting arms.
I am not even sure I can help you.
My own task daily overwhelms my senses
And takes my breath away.
But...
I can ask God to be to you all that He has promised He would be!
I can cheer you on!
I can celebrate with you in your victories!
I can love you as others have loved me!
I can share with you how God has blessed me!
God has blessed me to be a blessing.
He has granted me one more breath...
one more moment with my family...
one more gorgeous sunset to enjoy...
one more day to try again...
and the strength to take
one
more
step
up the side of my mountain.
~ written by Shawna Wright,
Sept. 2012
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